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sorry i havent updated in awhile..ive been kinda busy
welllll i started working at the shithole angela quit...she was right..it was a big mistake.
i picked up my prom dress heres a pic, not the best but my friend decided to take a shitload of me putting on my bra, and not the dress haah annnnnd those you arent getting. It definately does make my boobs look big though..Meggy even agreed they look alllmost as big as hers. Eat your heart out. I'll post more another time
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[26 Apr 2005|09:20am] |
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My last journal got all messed up :-(
I'm in the computer lab at cosmetology and i have made a puzzle for you all to play with
hint : i feel like poo
http://www.flash-gear.com/npuz/puz.php?c=v&id=635307&k=26533797
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[25 Apr 2005|09:37pm] |
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im still sick :-(
i miss you all though lovies..
play with my puzzle ive made you
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[24 Apr 2005|07:10pm] |
I'm sorry for not updating lately ... and commenting :-(
i am terribly sick
i lov eyou all
and meg and angela are fuckheads
update later!
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[22 Apr 2005|12:30pm] |
So angela and i left the ciggarette pack her mom had bought along with other things from the table sprawled out across the floor to make it seem like the dog had entered the green room with Mr. Plum and usd the knife. ahaha well stuff was all over the floor to make it seem like he had gotten into the shit..
Angela was going to take the dog out of her moms room so it would at least be somewhat believable.She couldnt get the shithead to budge though and ended up waking up her mom so she quickly said " i was just bringing the dog back in." Her mom bought it and angela came back into the living room
Not too long after her and i were laying on the couch watching some television her mom comes out to use the bathroom and has to walk through the scene. She tweeked out on the dog said something like
" and i let you sleep in my room the whole night!, how many times have i told you to stop going through other peoples pocketbooks!!!"
and threw him in the cage. She seemed so sad and the dog was clueless about what had just happened..
So angela felt like a bitch and took the dog out to cuddle with us. The bastard wouldnt stop moving and ended up shitting in the bathroom and even next to the chair im sitting in right now
serves him right.
The plan worked..but boy was it sad
When her mom was yelling at piss face we couldnt hold back from laughing it was so bad...
finally when she went to the bathroom we burst out cracking up..it was horrible
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[22 Apr 2005|03:14am] |
weird fuckin night...
so i came over angelas around 9 or 10..i finally got out of the hell hole of the house i live in..i was so pissed off bc my dad was giving me shit for no apparent reason before i left..whatever the fuckin drunk.
Once i made it to Angelos i took a shower and we waited for paul to get here. Piss face didnt take a shit by the time we left so we went on our hunt for road kill. We went to Target, where Parker works and he wasnt there..that makes sense since it was closed...Paul headed back to Greenwich towards Parkers house because we figured we could continue our scheeming plan once we found his car resting in the driveway..muahaha
I got ahold of Parker and he gave us some bullshit story about how he was leaving ..whatever, we didnt fall for it so we still went to his house..we made sure his car was there but we still had no present to leave in his car. We needed more gas so we went back into town, stopped at boobys to pick up some ciggs..and then made a detour over to the back road that Paul and I happened to see the remains of a skunk at.
While we were at Boobys bummin smokes off of him we just so happened to get a garbage bag for our road kill. So Angela and i hopped out of the car..stole the skunk tail and threw it in the trunk..crazy right?
So we went back to Parkers house...Paul dropped us off down the road so he didnt hear the car comming and Angela and i, in stealth mode, snuck to pauls car...put the skunks tail under the seat in his car and ran the fuck back to pauls car. We then realized how much of bitches we are, and how much it kills you when you run like hell and your a chain smoker.
Paul brought us back to angelas..our curfew was 1...it was 12:40...her mom probably was pleased we were home early..not too long after my friend Brian called bc he had gotten out of work and asked if we wanted to come over..
us : ehh what the hell..
We sneak out..put my car in neutral..and push it out of the driveway and down the road so her mom doesnt realize were driving away.
the whole time were talking about how we miss meg and what shed be doing at a time like this ..
yess we miss you meggy
anyways we get to brians house..watched a movie and some porn..he tried getting a little touchy feeling but i put him back in his place..and then we left around a quarter to 3
we turned off my car as we were close to her house and coasted back into the driveway all sneaky like..her mom never knew..muahahaha
Angela stole the brand new pack of smokes her mom had in her poc-keet-book. She planned to come home and chew threw the pack and make it look like her dog, piss face, attacked them..Exposing other things out of her bag, and some of mine to make it look like the real deal..hopefully we pulled it off..
let ya know tomorrow :-)
later lovies
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So yesterday my sister called me to let me know that my mom's stepsister died in a drunk driving accident the other day. She was only 20 and her boyfriend and her were driving around drunk and hit a tree. I dont talk to my mom , let alone her side of the family so it bother me so much. Not that im a heartless bitch, i did feel sympathy for her mother and the rest of her family..just drunk driving is an issue i hate debating over. When my sister called to tell me she says "Adrianna was killed today. Her boyfriend and her were drunk and driving around." This really bothered me. How can you classify an accident that YOU decided to put YOUR life, and others at risk, into a category such as being killed? Driving while under the influence of alchohol is constantly being drilled into your head...dont do it..its not safe, if you dont hurt yourself..youll hurt someone else. I dont care if you say that your parents do it all the time and you were brought up around it...its all over school, t.v. - everywhere. You are told at least a dozen times when you GET your license - - no drinking and driving...therefor..when you get in a car, and know the person who is driving is drunk, or you decide to drive drunk, you wont be killed..you dont get murdered, YOU are putting yourself at risk..this would be suicide..its different if your driving drunk and get into an accident with another car, killing another person that had nothing to do with the situation..yes, then they would be killed in a drunk driving accident..but not in any way are you killed if you get in a car drunk and decide to drive and hit a tree. Sorry, it really bothers me when people say shit like that...another pet peeve
I'm terribly sick..angela gave me her "allergies"..is that what oyu call them huh? I'm dying and i was robo trippin on nyquil last night..i dont think they are allergies you lying sack of shit that spread them to me while you were CUDDLING with me on your bed. muahahah dont deny it
heres some awfully sick pics of me . :-(
( Nyquil at work. )
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[20 Apr 2005|10:30am] |
happpppppyyy 4/20 evvverrryyyonnneeee
il ove today
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[19 Apr 2005|09:08pm] |
okay so i dont have many lj friends to leave comments
but blondedevilkim leaves me pretty ones all the time that always make me so happy
shes so lovely.
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[19 Apr 2005|08:24pm] |
I used to update my journal a few times a day and i do very rarely now since ive gotten my computer back. I need more lj friends :-( i suppose i will have to search for some.
Today i visited Angela at work. She seemed bored..hopefully i will get a job there and we can spice things up a bit..muahahahah
Her boss pencils in her eyebrows too i couldnt help but stare at them when she was talking to me. After Paul and i stopped there we went to Applebees. Thats my favorite restaurant. We sat near the bar because the seats were limited and we didnt want to have to wait for a booth since it was pretty busy. It just so happened we sat by this couple with a newborn baby. She was adorable. Paul hates kids and with everything going on lately hes been moody about it. He was acting different though when he saw the baby. He saw i was all gushy and lovey about it bc you cant say she wasnt the cutest thing ever..and she was so silent and peaceful while they were eating ..I'm probably rambling about what most of you dont wanna hear about but whatever discontinue reading if you may..this is just me rethinking the situation over in my head to understand waht went on. ANyways so i happened to look over at him and catch him staring at the baby ..ive never seen this look in his eyes ever. He was thinking so hard about something it seemed like. So finally when he noticed i was watching him he said " i'm sorry " Maybe i'm thinking to in depth..but what was the sorry for? sorry for staring ? sorry for what??..
Anyways i went to the bathroom and came back out and noticed he was gazing over at the baby again... he jerked around when he noticed i was comming and all he said was "i want that.."
i didnt know what the fuck he ment by it..nor did i care anymore because my food came and i was hungry and had the munchies
i mentioned something along the lines of "damn this food looks good.."
him "its because you smoke..im sure everything looks good at this point"
hes never said anything about that before..me smoking pot is never brought up..its something i do and no one can change..why did he snap at me like that...
then he proceeds to say "im sure that wouldnt help a baby either.."
i didnt say anything and sort of ignored him leeeeavvveeee me alonneeeee
you dont even have a clue.
i was confused as hell..hes never this talked about anything like this..hes never emotional..what the fuck was this all about?!?!?
the entire dinner was finished with silence and once we were headed out to the car he acted like his normal self. Back to being the emotionless guy who wants sex all the time that i seem to love. muahhaha
How would you take that?
whatever maybe i should just forget it because im overthinking it..
Paul and i went to target and put a condom on Parkers car antenna..he was angry when he saw it...whatever hes a little bitch sometimes.
People confuse me
disregard this journal entry its for my own purposes unless you have a comment that will help me
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[16 Apr 2005|03:13pm] |
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My entire left leg has fallen asleep. I'm back home from Angelas. She had to go to work early and i had made plans with my dad so she brought me home around 10.
I made chicken and the three of us cooked it on the bbq in Angelas backyard. It was very interesting. We shared a bottle of vodka and sang songs about underage ass. Some kids that reminded of of the Gottis were walkin around the neighborhood flashing a fuckin flashlight right in my eyes so i decided to moon them. Eventually one thing led to another and i ended up getting Angelas field hockey stick out of her car and proceeded to chase them. That didnt work out well seeing as they were 10 times bigger than i was and i cant even walk up my stairs without being winded from smoking.
We got really trashed and obviously her neighbors did to. alocohol + .. HAHAHAHAHA this woman must have been smoking crack but she was apparently upset with her boyfriend because he told her he was going to go get them some smokes ...took her money and never returned...me being drunk made meg walk down with me and the fieldhockey stick...and my drink of course and see if things were okay..and if they had a cigg. to lend me. She borrowed my cell and went bizzurk on her boyfriend telling him he was a "dumb nigger and she was going to attack him with a crowbar." WOW.what a night
Me and meg also made paul bring us to price chopper at 3 in the morning for some long awaited chocolate milk. Hes such a good boyfriend.
I'm thinkin about taking a quick nap..
I have come to the conclusion that i am not photogenic and there is no way to make yourself seem photogenic...check out the pics ..ive tried every angle and no luck
hahaha ill stick with my sucky pics i guess. web cam whore is not me :-(
( angle one , two , three, and 1454965 )
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[14 Apr 2005|07:07pm] |
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so i was high and bored. webcams dont flatter me and i only like side profile pics of me for some reason hahahaa
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[14 Apr 2005|06:32pm] |
Today i went to get my prom dress fitted. No pics yet :-(
sorry loves.
my
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ill be back later.
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| youll understand me if you migrated from New Jersey to STUPID UPSTATE FUCKIN NEW YORK |
[11 Apr 2005|08:17pm] |
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So let it be known that i hate living in this shithole state NEW YORK. For any of you who read this and think, oh the city, neato..YOU ARE SADLY MISTAKEN. New York is far from New York City. Hence the word city at the end. I was born and raised in New Jersey..it wasnt till i was 13 that i moved up here to hick town. It irritates me greatly how i wander through my hallways in school watching wannabe thugs walk with their hats sideways and a pant leg up, followed with a limp knowing that these kids go home to no ghetto...they dont look over their shoulder praying to make it through the day without getting shot even in global class, and they sure as hell dont live off fuckin fried chicken. Its even rediculous to go to Glens Falls which is only 20 mins away and slightly more upbeat, but still cow country..to ride down south street and call that the ghetto. DO you people have your heads up your asses? Take a trip down to harlem..youd never last.
Something else that has bothered me also about these hicks is how they cannot talk. Okay so every state varies with their accents but come on...
They pronounce elementary school el-e-men-tar-y. with 5 syllibals...okay okay i see that its spelled that way, but is knive pronouced with the k? NO the fuckin k is silent just like the word elementary is not prounced like your trying to sound out the word for your first fuckin time.
These New York hicks prounce any word with an "A" in it like its the "ae" sound.
DO you guys not remember the sound cards in "ELEMENTARY SCHOOL???"
For example...the store AEROPOSTLE in the mall would have the AE sound. ( the eh sound ...practice along )...the word ARROW..is fuckin different you morons. The letter "e" following the letter "a" is the "long a" sound. When you dont have an "e" after the "a" its the "short a" leaving you to pronouce the word with the "ah" sound. You hicks dont know how to talk. Which is why when i say the word "water" you make fun of me because i dont misprounce it like you guys with the "ae" ..simply beacause,unless its spelled wrong every where i see it, THERE IS NO FUCKIN E IN THE WORD.
It makes me ill when you hicks refer to 2:30 in the afternoon as night. At first when i heard this i thought i was hearing wrong, but no. Everyone disregards the saying "late afternoon" and throws in night instead. Have i missed something?
If this bothered anyone that i bitched about things that really bother me and are meaningless to you..sorry dont read it then
I am just stoned and i ramble when im stoned.
Which leads me to conclude that those commercials on t.v. about smoking pot are not all correct. :: " so you ran over your cat with your lawnmower because you were too stoned to realize Puss-n-boots was laying in the grass" ::
I contemplate things when im stoned..not run around with chainsaws and kill people like in the movie REEFER MADNESS. No such thing. Did you know that the only reason marijuana is illegal is because you cannot tax it? ...Its natural, not man-made..and at the time the government was debating whether or not to make it legal..you can make almost anything out of hemp..clothes..rope..ANYTHING, and it was infringing on the oil company. SO the oil companys made a movie. It was called REEFER MADNESS..everyone went out to see it..it showed teens smoking pot and just going crazy killing anyone with chainsaws and shit. Everyone was deathly afraid of it afterwards ..whwat was the world going to come to if pot was legal and everyone continued smoking it?
Marijuana soon was made illegal and ever since its just had a bad rep. You learn about the fuckin indians in school..what the fuck do you think they were smoking in that pipe they passed around when they were jumpin around and tellin stories and shit?
Marijuana vs Alcohol
Now dont get me wrong ..i definately drink, but come on - - do you think that if alcohol was non-taxable it would be legal? Youve got to be kidding me if you do because drunk driving is one of the number one killers in this world - -not pot how many fatal accidents do you hear about that? Endangering people in and outside of your vehicle? I dont recall any. People buy booze left and right and if it werent for the money they make off of it because of tax it would be ILLEGAL.
im finally done. Time for more bong rips.
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[10 Apr 2005|06:40pm] |
I am so excited because i got my computer back. I still think angela and meg would have done a better job on it because its still not working exactly the way id like it but whatever i cant bitch . Thats what you get for having someone named "one-armmed bob" reboot your computer.
I got my prom dress...im such a procrastinater. I made my dad take me because whenever im with him i feel like hes rushing me ..and i didnt want this to become a long process. I looked at a shitload of dresses that i loved, narrowed it down to 5, tried on 3 and stuck with the first one i tried on. It's beautiful.. i looked like cinderella..hmm maybe i can find a pic online of it...i didnt take any while i was trying it on..i have to go back sometime this week to have it fitted by the seamstress. If i dont find a pic to post by then ill be sure to make meggy bring the digital camera :-)
angela needs to get laid
badly.
she seems depressed.
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[05 Apr 2005|09:35am] |
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I'm so happy..i miss live journal so much...i ment to update at megs the other day but i was too high. I stillll dont have my fucking computer. It sucks ass. I'm calling the guy who supposed to be rebooting it TODAY! I'm going to tell him if he doesnt return my computer pronto then i am going to blow up his computer store. Yesterday Meg and i donated blood at boces. It saves three people when you donate a pint of blood. I'm so proud of myself. My finger kind of hurts though because they had to prick it to see if i had enough iron in me. I'm up at the computer lab during cos class. Still working on getting my term paper done...i havent even started..ohh poo. Hopefully no one has cut me since i havent been on lj in what seems like eons. Sorry :-( im getting my computer back asap and it will be free of pop ups , spyware shit, and viruses. Oh happy day i cant wait. What the hell kind of music is caveman making us listen to? hes one crazy bastard. Today Bobby wrote me an insane note and gave it to me on the bus Angela and meg think i need a restraining order. oohhh yeah they think theyre cool and post pics of our friend lenny all over my photobucket to make it seem like im obsessedwith him if he checks it. These girls are assholes..check it out
SORRY IF THEYRE TOO BIG>>I HAD NO TIME TO MAKE A CUT OR MINIMIZE THE PICS A BIT>
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[22 Mar 2005|09:42am] |
SO im up at the computer lab again during my cosmetology class. I feel like its been eons since i wrote in my lj :-(
i really would like my computer back. Soon i will have it though and i will be typing up entries and sending out comments like no tomorrow. muahah I'll have some pics from the fashion show to post up too.
This stupid English teacher is bugging the hell out of me. We have a term paper due for cos class and shes breathing down my neck asking me a shitload of questions i dont want to answer. Let it be known that i procrastinate. I DO NOT CARE. I can do it at the last minute under pressure and have it come out perfectly. I like the pressure OK ???? I never once in my life handed anything in early. I ALWAYS wait till the last minute..i like being rushed..its just how i am. And in the end result it comes out better so eat that you english teacher bitch
Its so hard for me to write an entry...i dont know where to start..and i hate departing, not knowing when ill ever return..its horrible. I'm extrememly high, and at least now i can wear my sunglasses without looking like a moron because the sun is out and shining bright :-)
The caveman computer man is making us listen to some weird music. Its a buddism chant.
We also had lockdown before we came up to the lab. Our teacher claims there was some sort of sniper? We were as quiet as possible..but then nicole costin sneezed...im sure we could have all been killed.
i wish we were.
i must go...later babies
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[18 Mar 2005|01:45pm] |
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 Emo pics Meg and i took with Angelas cam. I hate emo muahahaaha
 twilight zone huh ?
i gotta get some pics of my new hair color in here :-)
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[18 Mar 2005|01:24pm] |
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Today my day was totally thrown off when i went downstairs to write a little lj entry after bong rips and i had remembered i pulled the plug on old betsy last night. It was such a horrible feeling..even after i finished doing my hair i made some chocolate milk and wanted to plop on my computer chair and start typing away while listening to freezepop but noooo. :-(
I drove to boces to stay all day. Mrs. Sweeney bribed me to do some old ladys roller set to get an extra grade to cover my fingerwave one...i had to give in i hate those damn finger waves ...Meg and i are going to another on e of my doctors appointments today...we have some time to kill so were probably going to head up to mcdonalds..yes i know its gross...and then cause chaos in freakin Walmart hahahaaha...
Tonite were gonna load up on booze and then spend the night at Megs...I'm sure well still be trashed for our fashion show tomorrow...muahahahaahaha hopefully idont stumble with those high shoes i picked out. I'll have to post some pics..
I definately am gonna piss my pants .
So this school is a shithole and im dying of thirst.
I'm sure ill be online tonight so ill be able to update some more..but this saddens me that my computer will be gone for a few days..im addicted to it
I feel so fucked up...i smoked before school today like i usually do but i think all the chemicals we've been using in clinic are making me lightheaded and loopy.
iiim m m mm soooo fucucucucuccccckkkeedd uuuuupoppppp
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